This is a gift, it comes with a price

All along the thought of this has scared me so
but if I fight it, if I never try I’ll never make it out I’ll never grow

In the darkness I will meet my creators
And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator

Do you remember the scars I showed you 
the stories I told you 
how I always said forever 
when you aksed me to stay true

Help me to make it 
Help me to make it 

Now you’re cold clay and a steel web’s spun around a brave, careless world

Kiss that grrrl and I will shrink up 
And I will die and I will think up 
1, 000 ways that I can hurt you

If you ask — I will tell what I know: 
all must pass — but we stay when they go. 
Cups shall fall — limbs will wear into wands: 
death is rest — before travelling on.

Bris gjer meg roser i kinnet, tar vekk vonde minner.
Bris, du har stengt oss inne. Du vinner, du vinner.

How could I even try
I can never win
Hearing them, seeing them
In the state I’m in

Pick it up, pick it all up.
And start again.
You’ve got a second chance,
you could go home.
Escape it all.
It’s just irrelevant.